Tuesday, May 31, 2011

perfection

been doing some research on plastic surgeries.
nowadays girls wants to be perfect
- for self-esteem - for perfection
lastly for a boyfriend.
popularity too.
all they ask for is a high bridge nose and double eye-lid.
i have double eye-lid, huge nose and small lips.
but....
when i smile, i do not have perfect teeth.
i choose not to be perfect because no1 can be perfect.
look...
i have horrible structure of teeth but i think my beauty is my perfect teeth :)
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I'm overjoyed about seeing angry bird on facebook. i don't have to steal my dad's ipad to play. hurray !

i had a day without my sayang in malaysia.
it feels like everyone is leaving my sight for no reason.
i really hope he comes back tomorrow or even sooner.
anyway, i had korean dish today. the temptation kept running up my throat today.
i have temptation for ice cream. i eat them whenever i'm upset. screw fats cox i wanna eat.
anyway, pretty upset when miss A dun allow me to eat ice cream. Anyway, i totally forgot about my ice cream after awhile. Loathe when i get happy so easily. ohyeah, found 3 little kitten/ pussy, in col. their so adorable. sayang valen brought the white 1 back and left two manly once behind. totally slip my mind, when i was heading off, the mama of the pussies came back.
sayang just text me. i'm over excited :)

Monday, May 30, 2011


i shall just do it simple and everything would be perfect. You know sometimes when u are so down u may have ways to make yourself happy. Well, i was pretty much down today. I told my mom i wanna go grocery shopping with her. daddy will pay :). grab the car and drove off. i buy wtv i see. before leaving the place, i saw kaya balls. my reaction was " MOMMY I WANT !"
mommy said -" the only thing that cheer u up since u were young is kaya balls. Theres always a smile on your face whenever u have kaya balls"
Can't blame me for being sentimental :)
i love memories thats the reason why i compile loads of rubbish.

M.O.V.E


this is a brand new start.
i've decided to start fresh and forget about the past.
what had happen lets just remain it as a memory.
been awhile i couldnt seem to delete anything hence, anything to do with the past.
slowly later on, i decided "girl, u can't be stucked like this, u have to move on"
one go and one came, yet, it aint easy but i tried. I learn to think possitive and love him.
maybe u don't deserve me to love or be upset over for ?
maybe u're just not my cup of tea ?
oh well, let's just take it as the sky is still bright and plenty more will happen in the day.
what the pont of me holding back right ?
waste of my TIME !
i don't hate u nor i love u.
i just want u to know, no matter what, i'm always there, thats what friends do.
okay okay....sayang leaving 2moro. wtv larh. even if his here i wouldnt have the time to accompany him. so yeah. sayang, have fun going back to korea.
i love u very much kimchi kuktaa sayang <3