it's not the reason of u not returning. it's the reason why are u missing ? why dun i get anything from you ? it made me felt like i aint anyone important to u at all.

hello fello readers. time to update about me..:).

it felt kinda weird without my keyboard protector. oh well, i was away at penang for 4 days with my bf. it was one unforgetable memory for us. it was very exciting for us and grace,brian and bumsuk. anyway, our 1st day was full of exhuastion but what is fun was the drinking session at night. drinking, chatting....bla bla bla..i seem to like drinking and chatting nowadays instead of clubbing. i could dig out some unwanted knowledge bout eachother perhaps.

spending 4 days with my sayang was totally amazing though there were arguement for us. it happens on us often for little winky matters. somehow, things just go on smoothly after awhile. i would admit that this is my 1st trip with him. i was pretty surprise that my mom would allow me to go. day one was pretty awesome. spent time chatting with grace while the guys were heading to 7/11 to grab some spikes for us. grace and i were kinda pissed at the fact that the guys said they deserve a cup of milo at the mamak cox it's a credit for them for walking. we planned that before the guys return, we would pretend to be pissed thats why we head off to bed. unfortunately plan failed badly because we girls were downstairs when they return yet we couldnt manage to run back up. hillariously, i manage to scare brian off. day 2 was pretty tiring from the much-ness of walking around for food. i had a really horrifiying sun burnt on my shoulder. baby boy was so sweet he prevented the sun burnt from putting his hands on my shoulder. after all the sweaty moments, we headed back with a cab due to tiredness and sun bathing. we were all worn out from walking, not much actually cox we manage to dip ourselve in the chilling cold pool. comfortly, it was a paradise for me spending my time with him. after the sunset, we went to penang island for our dinner. did not have much time but still, my baby boy got to try the food of penang. beloved bumsuk bought us liquor. wad a fraud, he bought a vakadi with 30% alcohol. 30% ? u've got to be kidding me and it's tasteless. haha. as for the 3rd day, went to penang island (oh god ! i'm so lazy to describe now) anyway, went for food again. drank at a bar and return home for more drinks to spike up the moment.

the last day was a disaster....not to mention bout the bus. gosh. horrible. we still manage to return home in one piece and live life like a happy couple.

i love u very much baby sayang :).

wiggle wiggle wiggle, i love my sayang very the extremely much.

it's been more than 6 months, almost 7. there's always complication and arguement but all this made us together.

his like a little baby boy who gets jealous of everything. "it pissed me off at times"

his sometimes like my dad who dislike me for going clubing, etc, etc, etc and calls me fat.

well, i admit i changed loads. i stopped the naughty naughty and play my role as hardworking ass off designer. i wonder how did i go through a year in my course, i tot i would actually die...... mom said since i started this course, every sem i'll definately change bf, hey, i did not okay ! i changed like 3 times thats all. well well well, now u know i love my baby boy. such a lovely sayang "sometimes" a devil " sometimes" . The swing swang by, i just feel like slapping him, yet i did, kicking his balls, slapping ? dun rmb la. gah ! i'm such a bad girlfriend. sometimes i wonder if i'm his wife, will i stab him to death ? nola. i will..."sayang, do this, do that" am i that bad ? not really :). after all he loves me still..i think. wtv. as all as i know i love him and he MUST love me :)

so long i've been gone from my blog. oh well, let me update about my austalia trip. was there for bout 8 days with sis at gold coast. it was so fun being there....bla bla bla..cold. yet, i love the beach and the sand *full stop*

i may look so strong but at the inside i admit that i'm very weak.

i can't continue, i'd try my best but i can't

i'm finally updating. was suppose to upload my make up tutorial but then it seems i'm so out of time to do so.