hello fello readers. time to update about me..:).

it felt kinda weird without my keyboard protector. oh well, i was away at penang for 4 days with my bf. it was one unforgetable memory for us. it was very exciting for us and grace,brian and bumsuk. anyway, our 1st day was full of exhuastion but what is fun was the drinking session at night. drinking, chatting....bla bla bla..i seem to like drinking and chatting nowadays instead of clubbing. i could dig out some unwanted knowledge bout eachother perhaps.

spending 4 days with my sayang was totally amazing though there were arguement for us. it happens on us often for little winky matters. somehow, things just go on smoothly after awhile. i would admit that this is my 1st trip with him. i was pretty surprise that my mom would allow me to go. day one was pretty awesome. spent time chatting with grace while the guys were heading to 7/11 to grab some spikes for us. grace and i were kinda pissed at the fact that the guys said they deserve a cup of milo at the mamak cox it's a credit for them for walking. we planned that before the guys return, we would pretend to be pissed thats why we head off to bed. unfortunately plan failed badly because we girls were downstairs when they return yet we couldnt manage to run back up. hillariously, i manage to scare brian off. day 2 was pretty tiring from the much-ness of walking around for food. i had a really horrifiying sun burnt on my shoulder. baby boy was so sweet he prevented the sun burnt from putting his hands on my shoulder. after all the sweaty moments, we headed back with a cab due to tiredness and sun bathing. we were all worn out from walking, not much actually cox we manage to dip ourselve in the chilling cold pool. comfortly, it was a paradise for me spending my time with him. after the sunset, we went to penang island for our dinner. did not have much time but still, my baby boy got to try the food of penang. beloved bumsuk bought us liquor. wad a fraud, he bought a vakadi with 30% alcohol. 30% ? u've got to be kidding me and it's tasteless. haha. as for the 3rd day, went to penang island (oh god ! i'm so lazy to describe now) anyway, went for food again. drank at a bar and return home for more drinks to spike up the moment.

the last day was a disaster....not to mention bout the bus. gosh. horrible. we still manage to return home in one piece and live life like a happy couple.

i love u very much baby sayang :).

wiggle wiggle wiggle, i love my sayang very the extremely much.

it's been more than 6 months, almost 7. there's always complication and arguement but all this made us together.

his like a little baby boy who gets jealous of everything. "it pissed me off at times"

his sometimes like my dad who dislike me for going clubing, etc, etc, etc and calls me fat.

well, i admit i changed loads. i stopped the naughty naughty and play my role as hardworking ass off designer. i wonder how did i go through a year in my course, i tot i would actually die...... mom said since i started this course, every sem i'll definately change bf, hey, i did not okay ! i changed like 3 times thats all. well well well, now u know i love my baby boy. such a lovely sayang "sometimes" a devil " sometimes" . The swing swang by, i just feel like slapping him, yet i did, kicking his balls, slapping ? dun rmb la. gah ! i'm such a bad girlfriend. sometimes i wonder if i'm his wife, will i stab him to death ? nola. i will..."sayang, do this, do that" am i that bad ? not really :). after all he loves me still..i think. wtv. as all as i know i love him and he MUST love me :)

so long i've been gone from my blog. oh well, let me update about my austalia trip. was there for bout 8 days with sis at gold coast. it was so fun being there....bla bla bla..cold. yet, i love the beach and the sand *full stop*

i may look so strong but at the inside i admit that i'm very weak.

i can't continue, i'd try my best but i can't

i'm finally updating. was suppose to upload my make up tutorial but then it seems i'm so out of time to do so.

maybe it is. maybe it's called faith. maybe things happen because of this.

AH !!! MY KIMCHI WILL BE BACK SOON ! OVER EXCITED !

had a photoshoot today with a bunch of malays. who says i'm racist ? i'm so not because i'm the only non-malay among them. anyway, it was fun taking pictures, talking and listening to their convo :)

cheers :)

this is where i belong with u.

my dear sayang, i havent been texting me the whole day.

i was so worried because u were sick like u said. i tot something happened to you.

I was so worn out and worried for u not texting me. i've been waiting the whole day but i dun receive a single text from u. i'm so so worried. i didnt even have the mood to enjoy myself. haha ! u lost sayang. i won ! i didnt attend the after party. see see :). like u said that i'll club and go for the after party and so on but hell yeah ! i did not.

oh god, where on earth are u ? i miss u hell damn much.

father lord, i pray that he would text me tonight like tonight or call me tonight so i'll know how's his condition. i'm so worried.

a sudden thought, i forgot today is a friday. damn.

this are all the epic and embarrasing shoots.

damn fat. indeed. i know.

i was too random. did some photoshoot this evening.

woot !

so happy :). kay go back to work :)

ciaoz.

perfection

been doing some research on plastic surgeries.

nowadays girls wants to be perfect

- for self-esteem - for perfection

lastly for a boyfriend.

popularity too.

all they ask for is a high bridge nose and double eye-lid.

i have double eye-lid, huge nose and small lips.

but....

when i smile, i do not have perfect teeth.

i choose not to be perfect because no1 can be perfect.

look...

i have horrible structure of teeth but i think my beauty is my perfect teeth :)

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I'm overjoyed about seeing angry bird on facebook. i don't have to steal my dad's ipad to play. hurray !

i had a day without my sayang in malaysia.

it feels like everyone is leaving my sight for no reason.

i really hope he comes back tomorrow or even sooner.

anyway, i had korean dish today. the temptation kept running up my throat today.

i have temptation for ice cream. i eat them whenever i'm upset. screw fats cox i wanna eat.

anyway, pretty upset when miss A dun allow me to eat ice cream. Anyway, i totally forgot about my ice cream after awhile. Loathe when i get happy so easily. ohyeah, found 3 little kitten/ pussy, in col. their so adorable. sayang valen brought the white 1 back and left two manly once behind. totally slip my mind, when i was heading off, the mama of the pussies came back.

sayang just text me. i'm over excited :)

i shall just do it simple and everything would be perfect. You know sometimes when u are so down u may have ways to make yourself happy. Well, i was pretty much down today. I told my mom i wanna go grocery shopping with her. daddy will pay :). grab the car and drove off. i buy wtv i see. before leaving the place, i saw kaya balls. my reaction was " MOMMY I WANT !"

mommy said -" the only thing that cheer u up since u were young is kaya balls. Theres always a smile on your face whenever u have kaya balls"

Can't blame me for being sentimental :)

i love memories thats the reason why i compile loads of rubbish.

M.O.V.E

this is a brand new start.

i've decided to start fresh and forget about the past.

what had happen lets just remain it as a memory.

been awhile i couldnt seem to delete anything hence, anything to do with the past.

slowly later on, i decided "girl, u can't be stucked like this, u have to move on"

one go and one came, yet, it aint easy but i tried. I learn to think possitive and love him.

maybe u don't deserve me to love or be upset over for ?

maybe u're just not my cup of tea ?

oh well, let's just take it as the sky is still bright and plenty more will happen in the day.

what the pont of me holding back right ?

waste of my TIME !

i don't hate u nor i love u.

i just want u to know, no matter what, i'm always there, thats what friends do.

okay okay....sayang leaving 2moro. wtv larh. even if his here i wouldnt have the time to accompany him. so yeah. sayang, have fun going back to korea.

i love u very much kimchi kuktaa sayang <3